Please understeand me. I try to be perfect. I try to be good. But in reality I´m not. Like I said I TRY to be. But I think I´m never go to be perfect. I try the best as I can. But you don´t see. I only do it for you.! Itry to be everything you wanted ..But I´m not good enough .. And I hate myself for that. I hate that I care that much.! I care so much about you and thats only 'cause I love you ..